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November 03, 2005
I Know, I Know, I Know
I've been really lame about posting lately. I wish I could say it is because I've been really busy. It sure feels as if I have been really busy. However, I have no idea what I've been doing. I do know, though, that I have been doing it on an extremely odd schedule, and that's part of the problem. I'm in a really bad cycle of sleeping until four in the afternoon and staying up till seven or eight in the morning. It's a really difficult habit to break, one that requires more Valium than I currently have access to. I just get so anxious at night, then depression comes with the dawn, and floors me all day. This is my life. I don't even fight it.
I'm grossly behind on my correspondances. If you have emailed me in the past month and not heard back, do not doubt my tender affection, dear sweet Hissy Kittens-- I will reply! Eventually.
I am convinced that if only my selfish neighbors would not password-protect their wireless, I would be a model of modern virtue and efficiency. Alas, I am too unemployed to pay for internest myself, and, more to the point, it is exceedingly difficult to get a customer service to talk to me at the only hour I am motivated enough to call one, which is four in the morning.
I've been writing: essays, articles, queries, pitches, and, because it is NaNoWriMo, a crappy, trashy novel. For an instant I considered posting it as I wrote it, but then I came to my senses and decided to spare us both the embaressment. Or, to be more precise, to save myself the embaressment while denying you the pleasure of mocking relentlessly my cheap and inadequate prose.
And last night (well, the day, really) I had the most terrifying dream about zombie clones. That has nothing to do with anything, but, oh my, was it strange. Some other time I'll tell you.
I leave you with a promise to do better and post something for real here tomorrow. I'm going to scurry back to hovel now. I have a Very Important Phone Call to make.
Posted by hissycat at November 3, 2005 07:33 PM
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