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August 04, 2005

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Well, I assume this means I'll be hanging out in the woods of the suicides.  At least it's a beautiful canto.

Last night I was wondering what I want to get out of this blog and I think it is this: I want to be more creative, more actively creative, and I want to be writing again. I'm not writing anything of value here, this isn't quality writing. What I hope though is that writing here will at least loosen me up, get me in the habit of putting my fingers to the keyboard so that when I do sit down to do some actual writing I will be less intimidated by the thought of stringing words together. Since I have relatively little time to sit down and write now that I am a working woman, when I do sit down with my computer I feel tremendous pressure to write something good. Every word I type I quickly delete-- if I can get myself to type anything at all. Usually I just sit there thinking about how stupid my thoughts are and trying to work out in my head things I'm too embarassed to work out on paper. If I could just be a little more arrogant, a bit brasher it might do me well.

On the other hand, I don't want to be a fool and I don't want to be dispicable. I do want to write, but I can't remember how.

Oh, and I also need a computer. My laptop is kapoot.  I wonder if I will qualify for financing now or whether I have to have my credit card for a while before I have a credit score.


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Posted by hissycat at August 4, 2005 12:10 PM

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